I just have to say im absolutly loving where i am right now in life and in my mission. Im super happy and i love the work im doing right now. I wrote kallie first and im super happy for her she deserves this in life and i really am so excited for her its a bummer i cant be there but ill be there in spirit and love! and if you will take some money out of my account and buy them something nice and something that says this is from kayla that would be great! The night of jessicas graduation i read your emails from the last week and i said a little speach out loud for jessica and even though my companion thought i was crazy it didnt matter haha. My speach i said for you jessica was something like this...
"Jessica i want you to take a pause right now and look around at the people around you, look at where you are in life and smile because you can see how far you have come. Imagine where you will be 5 years from now and what you want in life and take it head on no holding back because this is the time of your life. you have so much potential more than i ever had to do amazing things in the world and i know that if you put god first and include him in every decision you will see the blessings flood in your life. Jessica i couldnt be more proud of you and who you are becoming your so beautiful and full of life and i am so blessed to have such an amazing example in my life as a best friend and sister. I love you so much and i pray for you daily. Hold tight to the liahona because when you have faith in God he will guide you to where you need to go and i know that for a fact i love you and couldnt be more proud of you. Always remember that."
I honestly have never felt more exauhsted in all my life then in this past 2 weeks however, every night when i get home i feel a completion and a happiness that is so overwhelming and refreshing that i cant wait for the next day to come. I wouldnt change where i am at in life for anything and even though im missing out on a lot of big events i am gaining so many more here in Mexico with these people. I know without a doubt my purpose of being here on my mission and i know God has a plan much greater than i or you could ever imagine. I have had so many amazing experiences this week but i honestly dont have the time to write about them all. Just know that i am so happy and im making you and Christ proud well at least im trying too.
Everyone here asks me if im going to get married when i get home and i always say no way! haha because i cant imagine what life normal is like because im so submerged in the mission life and the other day my companion told me i needed to take the time to read my letters and look at fotos of home because i needed to remember what it was like to be normal so that when i come home i wont be totally weird haha. She is getting ready to go home here in september and so sometimes she askes me to do something normal people would do so that she will know what its like back home haha. Anyways the point is that i love my mission and even though it was rough at first i finally hit the zone and i aint never leavin! haha
Love you all and send my love to the family and kallie!
Please Keep me updated on the daily details of your lifes because my companion told me if i dont know the daily details of your lives ill start to forget and i dont ever want that to happen! also mom your hair looks super good and i like the new color! Jessica why are you so beautiful! and your hair as well is darker. Hailey your hair looks similar to mine right now with all the sun i have but i like it and seb your so tall!!! Dad you have way to many grey hairs hahaha just kidding! Love you all and praying for you daily!